I realized today, as I watched and listened to Rinpoche at his last teaching at Deer Park for this year, that I've been a selfish bitch and drowning in attachment and ego with all this whining about a refuge master. There are PLENTY of people up at Deer Park who could act in that capacity for me, and once again -- as in so much of my life -- my impatience is showing. I always want to run before I can walk.
The picture here is of Rinpoche giving water to the pretas, the hungry ghosts, denizens of a world where hunger and thirst are endless and universal.
We've another try at an appointment tomorrow at 4pm. I'll let you all know how it goes!!
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